ColorMe Aventurine

i never realized before
just how annoying it is
the have someone like you
when you only want to be friends

I've played this card before
I've done it so many time
but now that the tables are turned
The familiar game, seems of a different kind

I really don't quite get this
One thing which I though I was so sure
but that's why life's a lesson
why it's something to be learned

I wish so much
that I could count crows on this event
watch as vultures pick apart my reasoning
so I could join us all in getting some entertainment
of hows stupid it was to really think I knew

I've recently found a love
in messing up and making errors
there's a certain pleasure
That you only get when fucking up

Keeps you on your toes
keeps things interesting
without mistakes
life can be as big and monotonous as smooth mountain

who's only use it taking up space

The point of it is this,
It sucks for both parties
there's nothing good about being rejected
or rejecting

I forgive you